think !

" Great minds think alike, But only fools think about greatness. "

ed-

Micheal Jackson RIP

Ive been neglecting the thoughts about the World News/Events that have been recently going on.
Guess ill be making it up here for now...

Well, i was kinda thinking of writing bout MJ this time of night as i was just watching a tribute to MJ from Dancing with the Stars and i felt something inside me. My thoughts kept telling me this one thing, "what if MJ's death is a cover up and he's out there undercover saving the world?", "Next thing we'll know is that MJ is gonna pop up alive while arresting Osama".

Another part is seeing how the world quickly turned from "OH GOD MJ YOU RAT PEDO BASTARD!!!" to "OH GOD MJ WE MISS YOU, YOU BASTARD!!!" Quite a fascinating change in my opinion.

well, sleepy now, too lazy to talk bout the rest of the tumbleweeds that are rolling through the world for now. nights all.

yes.... my mind comes up with wild imaginations like an on/off switch....

be mindful,
ed-

9 Wonders of my World

lonely . insecure . sad

unappreciated . uncherished . underestimated

fat . ugly hair . just ugly ... who knew?? (o_O)

im feeling 9 things at once and i just want the world to knwo that im working on it! IM WORKING ON IT YA HEAR ME !?!!! but some things just doesnt fix all by its lonesome and yet i keep working hard on it. call me ignorant if you like or add it to the above list of 9 for me to work on.

ranting,
ed-

Trip 2 Fall

Hello friends and readers alike! i have missed this and the letting my mind absolutely loose. I can honestly say that i have been without a bad thought surrounding me as of late. "Free your Mind" as it should be said. how i really feel much better when one's life is in order. assuming all of you would agree though.

Whats been going on for the past month(s) have been fun, special and exciting! which mostly pictures can tell the stories with captions of coz.

From the visit to Langkawi to my First Paycheck from DELL to the End of Raya.

Langkawi trip was awesome thanks to our Trip Organizer Paul. The trip began with Gwen's Diploma graduation ceremony, which was not a great moment being stuck in the hall filled with ppl coughing and the heat was killing everyone, i think women actually took off their Tudongs, Tudungs. well whichever : D

Working at DELL was exciting at the beginning but slowly did i notice that the management there was very bad and utterly unorganized at a point. We the employees who do the job dont even get quality computers to work with my god.... 512mb my ass... the Windows loaded so slow, i actually aged one year every passing week there haha. but the paycheck was there so no complain for now. oh yeah, i resigned after learning all i can already. wooohoo !

-----Langkawi Trip-----

The Hooded "Rocky" Monster

The Ladies

Scout Boy and Trip Organizer to the left, retards on the right xD

The Mazda we rented

and of coz, Edwin the Guardian of Luggage bags.

YL for Ying Long ?

D for Darryl . C for Confused girl at the back.

E for Edwinlicious

Look to the Horizon

The 3 Emo's



Crab People, Crab People, Taste like Crab, But still People - Soutpark

Sealion vs Hoody Monster

Joke Of the Month


I forgot what the symbol means, either Friendship or Loneliness haha.. "edit - means Fate / Destiny" but TYL there has the correct statement to his life with the packet of Cigs to commemorate the lonlely and the friendship part.


Introducing "The Sleeping Beauty"

ed-

i has a Medubla Oblongata?

Haha... hello fellow readers ! it is I ! Edwin !! i apologize for the mass delay on an upcoming post cause ive been hit with so many things these few months... some sad low miserable things to the great wonderful amazing loveable things.

I will however, be continuing posts alongside some pictures of all that has occured including my darling Cloe and her new furcut hahe.

Rawr,
Ed-

My Fighting Chance.

I never thought that i was considered a bad person nor could i have made mistakes that would/could have ruin certain opportunities in my life, that was my general thoughts, 5 years ago when i was young...

But now, after knowing the hardships of maturing into adulthood, i understand so much more than what i could have hoped to even learn on my own.

Some people were born beautiful, some were born smart. I am neither of these... but i still keep trying. i often fall down in things that are important in my life, friends, studies, social life, relationships.. i endure each and every mistake i ever commit but i get back up to keep pushing towards my goals.

But i now know this, though I've gone through some hardship that i could call painful, depressing, unfair and so on... ill never forget the lessons that are written in between the lines. the moments and advice that went through me without an echo left to hear are slowly beginning to mummer back to me and i bring myself to be able to once again listen and understand oneself once more.

I know i have someone special to thank for my improvement(s).. but i would like everyone else to know that your special to me too.

calmed down,
ed-

KL Trip Pic - Rock Band

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The Rock Band








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The Lunch






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The Reading Materials

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The Baron & Baroness

Lord Of The Trip .

3rd July - Law of the Interview
-Woke up at 11am to attend an interview at DELL.
-Attended the Interview only to find out i had to take a written exam.
-I didn't bring a pen and minus job points for asking for one.

Fellowship of the Trip
-Prepared for Bus trip to KL at 7pm with TYL,Inaz and my precioussss.
-No doubt there were intense random meaningless conversations during d trip.
-Reached KL at 1am, Darryl picked us up and headed to Murni Mamak Haven to eat Chicken Maryland Fried Rice which gave just me +25 Stomach Ache but still loved it.

4th July - Anniversary of an "Overdue Headshot"
-Recalled of an amazing Anniversary and Independence Day at the US.
-Cursed at the # of ppl in Carl's Jr.
-We met up with Eric and chilled at Chilli's for hours.
-Headed towards MidValley finding ourselves lost in the Pet Exhibition there where there were tons of Cuteness to overwhelm even the manliest ppl. (In this case, i mean TYL)
-Purchased a hoody long sleeve shirt from ZARA cause of a nice 40% discount.
-Irwin met us with a "Hi' then "Bai" session.
-Blew the evening away at Asia Cafe meeting up with Ethan,Bob,DT.

5th July - Return of the Queen
-Inaz parted ways and headed for home while TYL bought a ticket for evening bus.
-With a lost of one party member, we headed to Pavilion/Sg.Wang etc.
-TYL ditched the bus in order to find an Anti-Cross pendent. (im totally serious)
-Had a fascinating food experience at Pavilion food court.
-Took home with us two dozen Jco Donuts.
-Visited Andy, Charlene, Zoey and the lovely ps3 together with Rock Band drums, guitar and microphone. (Pictures later on)

6th July - Home Again
-Headed to The Curve for our final stop till evening.
-Got seriously attached to the Model/Comics store there.
-Lunch was our priority at IKEA cafeteria with meatballs everywhere.
-Strolled around in IKEA gazing at furnitures and predicting our future rooms would look like.
-Met up with Glacius at Starbucks with his sexy Black Apron.
-Entered Pet Safari and omfg again cute puppies for sale.... we wanted Sugar Gliders too but the idea of getting them now and gliding to the front and back of our bus would really flip the bus over and murder us all.
-The End.

Sisha-perience

%^@$! i hate haircuts that dont promise me good compliments from friends. bad haircut! thats a bad haircut! NO bad NO! Apart from that.... i seem to be realizing something that ive been missing for bout 2 months now hmmmm. i havent been gaming like i should have been as a self proclaimed gamer. (if you say im not a 'gamer', your a fcukin douchbag).

I aint sayin that life right now for me is that bad, nor is it distasteful at all. Im pretty much enjoying it myself, and i know the rest of my homeys are filled with joy and fun. Holidays here and there, moving off to the UK and Australia.. (though i cant say the friend that went to USM is happy... lol, hi USM ur just a 5minutes drive from home) . As some of you already know, im going to Australia to accept fate and take on my degree, the kicker? its next year on a Febuary as i chose haha! not sure why im picking next year rather than the next month, but i know the reason deep inside me for sure.

Lately for the past month, ive been catching up on friends here and there. Drinking a lil at a time on small parties, tried sisha for once, well twice, which was an experience to add to my book of life.

The Sisha kaBong

Aint No Mountain Highhhhh Enoughh!~

Even the camera went awry...


"Write your name with smoke!"

Were you acting? or just really in the mood?

k, damn sleepy d... its 8am jeez... more posts soon.

"im not fat, im just big boned"
ed-

Transformers: Revenge of The Fallen

Now this was a movie worth watching of 2009. All i can say is bra-freaking-vo ! Seriously an awesome movie to watch now and for the years to come until a trilogy is made. Though i find the KFC advertisement for cooler bags they did for Transformers was quite friggin hilarious:

Man: "Help!!! my cold drink is getting warm."
Optimus Prime: "Optimus Prime here."
Man: "Can you transform into a refridgerator?"
Optimus Prime: "..No."
Man: "Can you transform into an ice cube?"
Optimus Prime: "..No."
Man: "You call this serving mankind?$#@"

Me: "lmaolmaolmaolmaolmao! WTF"

Watch it, and make sure your children watch it too. If you dont have a child, consult adopting an African child now, and get a free Swatch Watch.

Signed out,
ed-

dot.

im here. im there. im everywhere.
what am i?
im invisible.

ed-

zero gravity

ahhh a Saturday... what a great day of just sleeping in and heading out to hang with friends for a drink at night. good times... gotta bounce' cause it feels like my head is floating.

ps. nugget parties = D

<3,
ed-

the not so free~

Since my latest post - i guess those of you who've been keeping tabs on my blog know that i have finally graduated from college. (yay what a huge step yayy... sigh*). Though i have been free since like mid-april already aha. (sorry for late update) since then, i jumped, i skipped, i hopped the last moments of any renegade teenager lifestyle i had within me away into the abyss.

(prepare for mindless rambling)
I figured i could have ran my life in perfection doing every single little thing - every point of an object that makes either me or someone else i know happy. If i wasnt the ME right now, what would I be like now then ? better? worse? more successful? dead in the gutter? guess i didnt really think that hard about it till recently eh.

But what i do realize in all my rambling is that i have the support of so many though i dont realise it. Some may be doing it right in front of me, others may be doing it hiddenly, and some others probably doing it with voodoo dolls and a candle. blah, who cares... im only given 49% of love anyways and thats probably the truth until you fcking prove me wrong..

To conclude this post, i hereby lift my shot of tequila and cheers to :-

friends i have | lost | will meet | will lose

Cheers to myself,
ed-

Tempting Lifestyle.

Wonder if i should be taking notice at the fact that im 21 years of age now and bored outta my skull. Not many ppl left in Penang to be hanging around with lately either. So the alternative solution is 'DISTRACTION'. yeap, i gotta come up with and get hit with 'DISTRACTION' to preoccupy whatever i can salvage outta my bored existing life. Though the only reason im still sane is cause of Gwen and Cloe, or am i still not sane because of em hmmm *ponders*?? lol. Still looking for that 'ULTIMATE distraction' which at this point could be anything to me.

I have my final final finallll exam for my entire diploma course this Thursday which is an annoying road block like most things i face in life. (who hasn't?). All i wanna talk about after this day would have to be bout the holidays ill be killing time with. baby1 better be making some sort of celebration planning if she's even reading this right now... Possibly some incoming island hopping trips coming soon, Langkawi or Tioman, stuff like that..

The latest breaking news though to me isn't the change of Prime Minister, but the arrival of gaming console PS3 to the Kow family !! woooo. .. ho. o .. oo... which is with my brother all the way in KL and isnt remotely close by nor in my possesion between my muscular arms..... nice. though ill prolly inherit the Xbox 360 from him most possibly.. *INSERTsmileyfacehere*

At this point of life, i can safely say " I Luv You Life " and only 87% mean it :D
A large increase since my previous checkup on Life ill say, which was a -45%.

Glad to have met new friends, recall past friends, take risks with friends.

Lasting Longer <3,
ed-

74 isn't a high number !

cant believe this is the 1st thing im posting after a long time, but considering ive finished my final project for college, time to get back my ol' lil life.

You Are 74% Evil

You are very evil. And you're too evil to care. Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.

http://www.blogthings.com/howevilareyouquiz/results/?result=74

I Fcuking Love It.

Yes yes i know ive been missing for approximately 33 days in blog land. maybe its cause my previous post was just before my becoming of the 21st age. Supposedly, becoming 21 years old is suppose to be a blessing for all the kinda rubbish and non rubbish reasons you know about. Maturity and such etc etc bla bla bla... (ive heard it all ever since before 18th year of age)

I could say ive been having a complicated life or a complicated mind right now, but for now, that has not been the case for a very VERY" long time'o. Guess the new year and the new age has brought me a + side to my happiness, smiles and gayness. thx to you, u evil lil kid. ^^

College is still a pain in the ass, especially when there are no fun classes and whacky friends anymore. Just plain ol' me ninja'ing in and out of college completing whats needed to be done. Though, i have been blessed throughly with motivation by one.

Come to think of it, i haven't had a single bad thought in me thus far of the year...
WHATS GOING ON ? ? ? ! o_O
ALIENSSSSSSS ! ! !

Oh and lol, CNY was still bringing in the $$. All i did was show ppl my tiny cute eyes, and they threw the money to me then adding "here's some money, go get plastic surgary". i felt the <3 loooool.

<3 u long time,
ed-

im loved all over.

im loved all over.

if that makes any sense at all to you readers out there : D

ed-

the 09

1st January 2009

im almost certained that i mentioned "fcuk, its 1st of January already, fcuk!". only possible reason to hinder me from happiness of 2009 is cause well, my holidays are bout done, friends are heading back to wherever their not in penang.

new year's resolutions?
guess as always, i put up 5 goals for myself. sometimes bout a friend or two. (thats rite, some of you ppl deserve to be in my goals ^^)

<3
ed-

2008 - time has expired

31st December 2008 - New Year Eve

one of the most memorable days ill ever have of the year 2008. the party, the people i love and the entertainment get-away apartment we used to hangout at in Feringghi.

2008 - your time has expired.
ill take this moment to point out that in 2008, to all the friends and new friends ive met, thank you. i love only one of you, so well, fight for it : D

my thoughts are of you,
ed-

empty.

it totally feels like a loving year... then again, i suppose to have a loving year would need someone to truly be loved and loved back. all these thoughts at the end of 2008. maybe if i wait just a little bit longer.

give me a sign that you want to be loved,
ed-

M XXXmas.

Merry Xmas dummies...

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"Sometimes it takes losing something, for you to realize what you really had."

truth,
ed-

Let your insanity roam free

if anyone would like to blame me for any kind of faulty reason. today's your chance to go ahead. it can be bout anything, go right ahead. be it that i punted your dog, cat or baby ,even if its bout how i pee'd in your garden and your fishbowl. just let the load out. im thinkin ill give it a full 2 days open for the blame game. aite ladies and gents, bring it on.

let your insanity out,
ed-

Head Up or Fcuk up?

arghh.. the hell is up with me lately... all these thoughts and all these random feelings rushing through me. its been going on for 2 days already... i cant even get to the gym and clear my head thoroughly anymore, there's like a flame in me that's just burning more and more affecting everything else within me.

some possible reasons:

haven't found that special someone yet
(do i really have to be overseas to find that special someone?)
future has not been thought about yet
(is my future imprinted being overseas?)
the unrelenting mind of mine
(my mind just wakes up from nothing?)
the people i love more than life itself confines themselves in fear
(when will it end?)

rinse & repeat reason #1

fcuked up,
ed-

sigh*

sad and depressed all of a sudden... sigh.. wanna drink or sleep these thoughts away..

sigh,
ed-